my all Saturday, October 12, 2013 | Comments:
He forgot to breathe
.
"It's not like you haven't been here before. Anyway, this is my mental attic, where I keep my trash and once in a while trek up here. You are welcome, but try not to disturb things around. "
you know, silhouettes are signature
hug me from behind and encompass mine
could you give me one day?
I would
meadow greens marry baby pink
kiss my eyes, kiss my eyes
how would you say it?
I would hold your hand
'your nails are constantly dug in the inner seam of my jeans'
can't remember the time they frowned
where would we be going?
I would hold your hand and take you to the beach
this is due, that is pending and we indulge in the shade
naked souls are selective listeners
what would we be doing?
I would hold your hand, take you to the beach and talk endlessly
.
"Fuck me" he said
"Do you always do this?" she said
"Why this? Why now?" he said
"Shhh..." she said
"Can I?" he said
"Hush little baby..." she said
"Pass me that hug" he said
"Explore me" she said
.
She sat there in his heart
waiting for him
She had her hands on her knees
her legs crossed at the ankles.
She remembered the time
when he had walked into her head
“He didn't have to wait!”
Why should she, she wondered.
She noticed the perforated, dripping ceiling
and bleeding walls.
Pictures of friends stuck randomly, with notes
which led her to believe that they had never visited this place.
(Picture of himself stuck randomly, with notes
which led her to believe...)
There was a traffic of emotions and feelings
criss-crossing, rushing past as she sat there
trying not to disturb anything.
He had warned (he always did, so you had to take the fall for everything).
She sat there in his heart,
her hand on her shoulder, adjusting her bra-strap with her thumb.
She didn't know that to see her,
he would have to rip his heart open
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